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[21 Dec 2005|02:49pm] [ mood | amused ] hey everyone how it going..lets just start by saying merry christmas to everyone..im doin good i hit a rought patch at the end of october with a miscarrige and spent two days in the hosptial....go figur right...im doing better about it i really wanted the baby but shit happens...we are moving again...down the street into a better house...and only 100 dollars in rent ight now im down the street at the library...so im only a walk away from it if i need to use the compter...well i must go because im with my friend carrie and jenus we are picking up carries daughter off the school bus... so merry christmas and ta... love missy 1 | X

[01 Sep 2005|03:14pm] hey everyone heres the good news im gettin married...hehehe the bad had to relocate up north i have a place of my own and its so much cheaper to live up there...tell u what i am much happier there than was here in this stupid town...but i do miss my friends and for all of u out there i didnt get evicted because i didnt pay my bills it was because i was suck a reble lol...no seriously thats the truth damn little kids hanging around my house got me in trouble...but it was fun might i say...i sold my trailor and got some moneey for that thats why im down state right now...just untill tomarrow night than len and i are headin back up to the beatufil skys...and the lovely lake...well i must go if u need to get a hold of me my phone is still on....586 709 7719 talk to u all later 3 | X

[30 Jul 2005|11:00pm] 5 | X

[30 Jul 2005|10:52pm] i have been very good..*giggles* and if u need to call me the number is 586 709 7719 X

[13 Jul 2005|05:03pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | motion city soundtrack ] so here i am im not dead i just work at walmart a whole lot...i did take a leave of abssence when i was there a couple of weeks ago i guess i just got depressed and such it was really terrible im just glade i leonard there to boost things up...he i have to say has beent he best thing for me..he makes me feel really good about myself...we were havin some problems but not much we figured out what those were and finanlly we decided to be together as a couple....he and i were not wanting to rush into anything it just kind of happend....but other than that...lol..im off today and such andi got marsha living with me now..because her mom kicked her out shes a good girl but she needs to get her head on her shoulders...shes got a lot of problems and she chooses that stupidest guys to be with that just want her for her body....im scard for her but hopefully with me getting her a job at walmart will help staghten her out...so anyway im must go and spend time with my dads...seey yea 2 | X

[21 May 2005|08:01pm] so this is how my life has been...i have had the last four days off and i have been stoned pretty much the entire time..lol...leonard is now livin with me that is awsome and such....im at jennys now shes makin chicken...money is really really tight i am goin to have to get a new job if i like it or not or go to the over night shift...one or the other...im tired of my checks been so little....but other than that....my number is 586 899 9606 give me a ring...lol..see yea oh and this is my myspace account...http://www.myspace.com/7192240 X

[13 May 2005|11:29pm] hey everyone im doin good i am very drunk.....and its hard to type this....so anyway i am very very happy im at gabi's my best bestest friend and she got me drunk....so anyway leonard and i are donin very well and stuff... 1 | X

[25 Apr 2005|04:59pm] have u ever felt u liked someone to much and u didnt know how to show ur feelings or talk to them about it..even threw u are best friends....if it wasnt for him and jenny, gabi, chris, and lisa. i think that i would be in a whole somewhere diein..my job sucks my ass only because they dont give me enought hours...and so now i must find a second job so im doin home dept with my friend so hope fully sh can get me in with them...im doin well..went and seen mindless with leonard that was fun as hell..and he enjoyed every moment of it..that was the fun part...jimmy urion stripped on stage its was so funny....but other than that i dont do much i smoke pot just about everyday thanks to my dad...lol...what are parents for?well i must decend to my trailor becasue of the trash that i am....lol i made a funny..... 2 | X

[16 Apr 2005|02:02am] he may be mixed...but i like him every inch of him..hehehehe 8 | X

[14 Apr 2005|01:54am] THIS IS A FRIEND OF SOMEONE YOU WROTE ABOUT TERRY...TERRY U ARE THE UGLIEST MOTHER FUCKER I EVER SEEN.. TERRY U NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER FOR ONCE AND WHERE CLOTHES THAT ARE CLEAN...BRUSH YOUR MOTHER FUCKING GREEN ROTTEN UGLY TEETH AND BAD BREATH...YOU ARE THE DIRTYEST MOTHER FUCKER I HAVE EVER SEEN.. YOU ARE JUST NASTY SLEEPING AROUND WITH EVERY GIRL IN TOWN, MY BAD EVERY FEMALE DOG...ALL MY FEMALE DOGS WOULD RUN AS SOON AS THEY SMELT YOU AROUND...I HEARD YOU NEED TO WASH YOUR FAT NASTY KRUSTY ASS. LEAVEING POP STAINS ON PEOPLES SHEETS. YOU SICK SON OF BITCH.. I DON'T KNOW HOW ANY DOGS WOULD EVER BE OR SLEEP WITH YOU.. TERRY WHATS THIS I HEAR THEY HAVE TO GET TWEEZERS AND PEPPER TO FIND YOUR DICK AND CATCH IT....BY THE WAY YOUR AUNT LOOKS LIKE SHE COULD PASS AS ONE OF YOUR FEMALE DOGS ARF ARF ARF. YOU LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU SAID IN THAT LETTER YOU WROTE.. SMELL YOU LATER ROTTEN ASS.... PS. ALL FEMALES THAT READ THIS STAY AWAY FROM "TERRY STRANG" IF YOU HAPPEN TO IN COUNTER HAVE CLEANING PRODUCTS READY. IF POSSIBLE TO PURCHASE A BODY CONDOM !!!!!!!!!!!!! CAUTION FLAMABLE PERSON.. REALLY STINKY.... 45 | X

[27 Mar 2005|04:23pm] im doing good i am very happy...im at my dads for easter smoked some pot and now he is sleeping...work is going very well for me i might be transfered from pets to toys thats goin to be fun i worked at toys at kmart and i loved every moment of it...but im still workin on finding a car for myself i sold my other one for one fifty and such and my dad gave me like a thousand to spend on a new car so i just have to find one....but other than that i come home from work and sit around and watch tv so if you all want to spot by u can..so..yea...chows X

[06 Mar 2005|02:52am] im doin good im still alive and happy as can be but im a little lonely but im ok with it...my new number is 586 899 9606 so give me a call X

[22 Feb 2005|01:51am] i met this guy and he is awsome...i really like him and i hope that things go good and stuff...im still alive and still work at walmart if anyone wants to know or even if they cared...lol...been to two conserts and workin on my next one...yay...slipknot 3 | X

[03 Feb 2005|11:14am] yea so work is goin alright terry is leaving he acts like know one cares but i do...i care alot about him he dont even mention hanging out with me everday and shit tells everyone hes spending vday alone when we made plans...he knows how to make me feel crapy...and un appreacted...i guess im just not good enought to be his friend either if he cant tell anyone we hang out...but other than that..been trying to get gerald a job at walmart...its hard well im sick and stuck at terrys house and just want to go home because i feel like shit....see yea X

[03 Jan 2005|12:57am] so my new years went well i am a little upset that my friends didnt invite me anywhere..i think they just come over because they feel sorry for me...its ok..threw i have terry and becky pluse josh and mike....friday we smoked and drank...saturday drank coke and captin..yum...and was plastered when i went to bed..tried to write a poem but didnt come out good so i just riped it up..im startin to smoke more ciggerets each day..damn addiction...so anyway..im gettin a new car in feb my dad is let me buy the one he has...i love him i should have never said all those mean things...i really regret it now..im glade that he forgave me..so..yea 2 | X

[31 Dec 2004|01:54am] so josh came up to my work and stuff...and said that he was comin over to spend new years with me....its goin to be good...fun....i like this boy at work...but im unsure about my feelins...and sometimes i wonder how u can tell a boy likes u... X

[30 Dec 2004|02:37pm] looks like i will be spending new years alone...every body has somthing to do but me...so..if u get bored with the parties that u all go to i will be home so drop in...............k............. X

[27 Dec 2004|04:32pm] life is goin pretty good..yesterday terry brought the guy who did my tat to my house he needed a place to stay and than he started talkin about a future with me but he does crack and stole money from terry...it really sucks i hope he dont come back...he made me feel uncomfy but terry said that he wouldnt leave me alone at my house ever untill he knows that he is gone for good...i dont want him comin back so i am goin to be stayin at terrys for a while like a day or so so that he thinks we are not there....so..yea..im tired and have to go to work..so chow....byes X

[22 Dec 2004|06:45am] well its starting again..i knew if i fell for him again i would just get hurt again...so im goin to distance myself so i dont feel like this anymore we are supposed to be just friends but how many people that dated for four years be just friends?...not many...i guess deep down i wanted him back...but...for somereason he cant make a comment to me but to everyone else he can..i just hope he finds whats he is lookin for and i hope that one day i will to...im tired of feelin like no one wants me..but and i mean more as a boyfriend girlfriend thing not just friends...well hopefully in my little world i will be able to find him...well i hope everyone has a good christmas i must go to work now and work hard for my moneys...hehe..see yea X

[21 Dec 2004|11:44am] i really like the new slipknot song thats out...i love his voice...so im thinking about goin to the consert so it would be something cool to do...so...it makes me think about everything..why i dont know...the song might not even mean what i think it means..hehehe....but anyway found out that walmart is helpin me with my evication notice but its goin to take untill wed or thursday to get to it...i have been work so hard to the point that i dont even feel my feet hurting anymore...its such a nice feelin to work and not feel that today is my day off...im goin to go to the mall spend money i dont have haha...what else is new right?....but i must go...ta 4 | X

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